Tools of the Trade

They gave us wooden pencils, Eberhard Faber or Ticonderoga. We applied them to sheets of lined, low-grade, paper, bound into pads. Pencil tablets, they were called. Big Chief and Goldenrod were two common brands. 

The paper was so pulpy the point of your No. 2 pencil bumped on an unreduced wood chip here and there, a trivial obstacle, no real impediment to learning.

They taught us to form capital letters and small letters. “Lower-case” was not in our lexicon. We practiced our capital and small letters over and over. It was called “printing.” 

By early in the third grade, I had gotten pretty good at printed letters. It was time to put them to use, so during a lull when some classmates struggled to finish a silent reading assignment, I created a hard-boiled detective story. Mrs. Winders left me in peace while I wrote—excuse me—while I printed a story that could have been an episode of Richard Diamond, Private Detective, starring Dick Powell, which I heard every Saturday afternoon on the radio. 

Considering the materials at hand, you could call it pulp fiction. 

By then, we were starting to learn cursive. Mrs. Winders didn’t use such a Latinate word for it. She just called it “writing.” Or “longhand.” You had to run the letters together so they linked up to make a word. You changed their shapes to match ideal examples shown on horizontal cards above the blackboard. 

All through fourth and fifth grade, and maybe sixth as well, we studied “penmanship.” You spent fifteen minutes or half an hour making a loopy line like a coiled spring—all the loops the same size, evenly spaced and nicely rounded. Mine never came close. 

But they couldn’t teach you penmanship without pens. We graduated to smooth paper, so we could write on it with our new pens. First they gave us steel dip pens with green plastic shafts with which to practice writing with ink. You had to dip the pen every half-word or so. I think they only gave us those things to give us a feel for what Thomas Jefferson must have felt when writing the Declaration of Independence with a goose quill.

It made you long for something better. Enter the Esterbrook student fountain pen: a sleek cylinder that carried liquid ink in its barrel, ink which flowed by capillary action down to the point or “nib” at the business end. Suddenly you could write whole sentences, pages even, before you had to stop and refill. 

Many companies made fountain pens, but Esterbrook seemed to have the market cornered on elementary school students. The companies in cutthroat competition to serve the adult market in the Midwest were Sheaffer Pens of Fort Madison, Iowa, and Parker Pens of Janesville, Wisconsin. (Full disclosure: My mother worked, right out of high school, as a steno/typist in the secretarial pool of Sheaffer Pens.)

All fountain pens, of whatever make, worked the same. You pulled out a lever on the barrel to compress the rubber ink bladder inside the pen.Then you dipped the nib in a bottle of ink and released the lever. Outside air pressure forced ink up the pen into the now expanded ink bladder. It was a clever arrangement.

The smooth flow of ink onto paper was a thing to be treasured. Of course, the complicated machine that delivered the ink was also capable of leaking black or dark blue stuff all over your hands and your clothes. It was a serious skill to handle a fountain pen without leakage. 

Within a few years, we were all writing with ballpoints. The old fountain pens were put away, forgotten utterly.

MacLeish. Public Domain.

Luddites there were, of course, who clung to the old technology. In autumn of 1962, I met Pulitzer Prize-winning poet and dramatist Archibald MacLeish, who signed my copy of his play JB. In doing so, the great man flaunted a real luxury fountain pen—a Waterman or a Cross, for all I know—which dispensed indelible black ink. He did it with calm panache. 

I doubt Archibald MacLeish, even in his teen years, ever experienced a leaky pen. There were no blots on his escutcheon. (You could use your Funk & Wagnalls on that.)

Today, only re-enactors and fanatics use quill pens or dip pens. But the redoubtable old fountain pen is making a resurgence among the younger set. 

What accounts for this rebound? Luxury, that’s what. Today’s consumers value the aesthetic and tactile effects of writing with a time-honored nib wrapped in an elite package. It’s a good thing they value it, because the experience starts at around fifty bucks, and beyond that, the sky’s the limit.

I have pretty much abandoned pens in favor of a laptop keyboard. When I resort to penmanship these days, it’s usually to sign for something on a digital pad, using my fingertip as stylus. 

This finger-pen has further degraded my scrawl. But for receiving a case of wine via UPS, it’s mightier than any sword. 

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

Raspy, but Good

Today, we’re looking into word origins. Most words, other than simple words such as “oof,” are actually compounds made of two or more simple words. 

Black + berry = blackberry.

Blue + berry = blueberry.

Pod + cast = podcast.

Cur + mudgeon = curmudgeon.

We could easily get carried away with this sort of thing, but that would be ex + cessive. 

What’s Your Point?

Kevin McCarthy tentatively investigates podcasting. Still image from Invasion of the Body Snatchers, 1956. Fair use.

The point is, Dear Reader, this old curmudgeon is now appearing on podcasts. Believe it or otherwise. You can catch one here, and another one here. And I’m lined up for more. 

Stay tuned. 

Only you don’t really tune podcasts. You just, uh, I don’t know . . . listen?

Back to compound words.

Raspy all over. Photo by author.

Rasp + berry = raspberry. Did you ever notice how they’re kind of raspy?

But what must a berry do to be cran? Or mul? These things are cloaked in mystery.

As is podmudgeoning. 

All I know is, I’m frightfully good at it. You should tune in. Or, uh, listen.

See, Here’s the Thing

I really don’t grok podcasts in their fullness. I’ve never figured out what the point of listening or watching something is, when you can read about it on good old reliable paper. 

This wisdom, obviously, does not apply to football. Or Jeopardy! But every rule must have one or two exceptions.

The fact that I don’t listen to podcasts does not disqualify me from starring in them. As mentioned above, I’m frightfully good at it. (See here and here.)

But if I’m just an old curmudgeon, why would I want to star in podcasts, anyway? 

To sell books, that’s why! 

You see, I talk about my books, and how I wrote them, and millions of podcast listeners will rush to Amazon and buy my books.

Circling the Drain

Do you see the reasoning? Tons of people who like to listen to things, or watch things, are naturally going to rush out and pay good money to buy something they have to crack open and look at. And then it doesn’t say anything. It just sits there. 

They’ll have to read it.

Why would they read something, when they can spend the time listening to something else instead? 

Just because I’m so frightfully good at mudgeoncasting? 

This remains to be seen. Or, rather, listened to.

Stay tuned.

And buy my books.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

October

October, October, here you are again!

Bright, sunny days. Crisp, chill nights. Views of turning leaves, smells of burning leaves. Football weather. Harvesters’ weather. Apples-mashed-into-cider weather.

I love October. Perhaps because, here in Wisconsin, it’s apt to be the last gasp of glory before the hammer comes down. Cold and snow are just around the corner.

Oktoberfest in Munich. Photo by AK-Bino, licensed under CC-BY-SA-4.0.

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October means many things to many people. 

If you’re German, especially if you’re Bavarian, it means beer and pretzels. Oktoberfest is so well loved that it starts in September! The Müncheners like to get, you know, a running start.

Tsar Nicholas II in 1912. Public Domain.
V. I. Lenin in 1920. Photo by Pavel Zhukov. Public Domain.

But suppose you’re Russian? A different story—one which lacks the essential element of gemütlichkeit. October 1905 was the height of Russia’s “first revolution,” which began with workers’ protests the preceding winter and swelled over the following months. By October, Tsar Nicholas II was so weakened that he issued an “October Manifesto,” pledging to create a legislative assembly, halt censorship and violations of freedom of association, and expand the right to vote. 

The Tsar’s promises defused the immediate crisis, but revolutionary urges kept on simmering. Partisans who wanted to implement the Tsar’s reforms were called Octobrists. Their opponents were Kadets, or Constitutional Democrats, who sought a fuller reform program. In the ensuing squabbles, all political order broke down until 1917, when Vladimir Lenin’s Bolsheviks launched a new revolution in St. Petersburg—the second revolution that year. 

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Lenin’s revolution started on 7 November, but since Russia was still on the old Julian calendar, the date has always been commemorated as 25 October. The Octobrists of 1905 were steramrolled by another October only twelve years later. Octobrists turned out to be not the bright dawn of a new order, but the last harrumph of the old. 

The new order, which began in October 1917, was not all that happy. It spelled death for tens of millions and great suffering for Russia and many neighboring nations.

Sputnik I, 1957, replica. Image by Soyuz235, Public Domain. 

On the bright side, the Communist revolution gave fledgling author Tom Clancy a great title for his debut novel: The Hunt for Red October.

Another October victory for Russia was the launch of Sputnik, the first artificial satellite, on 8 October 1957, near the fortieth anniversary of the Soviet state. Perhaps you’ve seen the film October Sky about the “rocket fever” induced in young American students by the successful flight of Sputnik. It’s even referenced in my own middle-grade book Izzy Strikes Gold!

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What about us? Does America have any October phenomena to compare with those of other countries? I nominate the good old American “October Surprise.” 

With major elections held in early November, we’ve developed a national tradition of low, desperate trickery. If your candidate trails in October, what beter time to cause public mayhem to which your opponent must respond, or drop some obscure besmirchment on your opponent’s reputation, one that’s difficult to understand or pin down? Dropped late enough in October, the October Surprise works because the targeted candidate doesn’t have enough time to make an appropriate response to the situation or marshal exonerating facts. 

The thing is, with large numbers of ballots being cast and submitted in the months before Election Day, the October Surprise is losing a lot of its electoral punch. It may go the way of the dodo bird, and then we’ll have to fall back on Jack-o-Lanterns for fun. 

Maybe that’ll be better.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

I See Dead People

The dead, restored to life, consort with me in the dark.

Dad and Mom in January 1942, long before they became dead people.

Sleep lifts the curtain of mortality to admit, willy-nilly, the long-departed. Here strides my father. There sits my mother. Uncle Harry might pop in for a chat. They do things and speak speeches of life and relation: acts and words that seem normal, as normality is reckoned in the surreal, trans-midnight landscape of dreams.

Joe Nelson, pre-death.

One night recently the ghostly visitors were not my parents but my wife’s parents—my inlaws, Joe and Elsa Nelson. The words of our conversation did not survive to daylight. But I do recall that I used soapy water and a brush to clean Joe’s hearing aid, a behind-the-ear model. Only—wouldn’t you know?—it was not Joe Nelson talking with me as I washed his hearing aid, but rather my old grandpa, Alvin LaFollette. 

Grandpa LaFollette, photographed when still alive.

Not only do the dead appear; they are also somewhat interchangeable. One can sit in for another in a tag-team existence that would be confusing in real life but is par for the course in dreamland.

I worried about shorting it out—the hearing aid—because even asleep I know such devices are allergic to water. But this one was a strange kind of hearing aid. The arc of its form resembled a curved molar or tusk from some long-extinct beast, recently unearthed, more than it resembled an electronic device. It was puzzling that Grandpa should wear something like that on his ear; but I stopped worrying about getting it wet, as electricity did not seem to be a factor.

In their respective factual, pre-death lives, neither Grandpa LaFollette nor Joe Nelson ever wore, or needed, a hearing aid. But in the non-factual, post-death realm beyond the veil of sleep, everything takes on a different aspect. 

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The whole episode has set me wondering: Could these late visitors be the real souls of persons who were close to me? The notion comforts me, even though these dear departed are just as human and fallible in dreams as they were in real life.

The prevailing theory, in our quasi-rational world, would have you believe my midnight specters are only psychic archetypes, spun up by my subconscious, based on long-ago interactions with the persons they represent: internalized authority figures, programmed to control me from beyond the grave. 

I like my ghost theory better. These folks who arrive from time to time in my sleeping world do not in fact control me. After their deaths, as before, I take their utterances and attitudes for what I think they’re worth. 

But it’s nice to have the visit. At my present age, the companionship is valued.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

Flatlanders

My mother delivered me to the world in Galesburg, a small city in West Central Illinois. I lived for several years in Streator, an even smaller city in Northwest Illinois. My family all hailed from the Galesburg area, and Streator is only eighty miles away. 

Having lived the last sixty-nine years in Wisconsin, I have taken to calling Illinois people Flatlanders. From the vantage of Madison, that is certainly what they are.

Western Illinois terrain. Photo by Chris Light, licensed under CC-BY-SA-4.0. Note hills in background.

But in old times, when I lived in Illinois, my family and friends and I did not think of ourselves as Flatlanders. The country where we lived did not seem flat to us. The terrain, molded but not steamrolled by ancient glaciers, swelled up into knolls here and there. Gradients, though gentle, were not entirely missing. Almost everywhere you could find little gullies and streambeds. There were wrinkles in the land. So although we lived in a flat country, we hardly deemed it so. 

Grant Wood, American Gothic, 1930. Art Institute of Chicago. Public Domain.

Nor did we think of ourselves as silent, taciturn, or expressionless. Just like physical topography, the scale of social volubility is relative. We would not have called ourselves reserved or close-mouthed, although it must be admitted we did not talk as much, or as rapidly, as big-city people. Or Italians, for example. 

Moments of quiet stretched on. Nobody felt the need to puncture them with talk. When something needed saying, we spoke. 

Yes, people from elsewhere might have considered us reticent. 

Grandpa in 1944.

More to the point, emotions seldom poured out of us in torrents of words. Those impulses which did erupt were more apt to be negative than positive; some people, like my paternal grandfather, seemed to express themselves rather too much—in a cranky, critical vein. I never thought to wonder, until much later in life, whether such outbursts were a random personality trait or whether they might be a form of relief from lives spent in suppressive silence. 

The novel I have been working on for the last two or three years is based on the Illinois people I came from. When I shared pages with a few fellow writers, they felt frustrated by the flat affect of my characters. These folks in the novel hardly ever said anything that would give a clue to what feelings were inside them. This lack of emotion was mentioned numerous times, and my instinctive defense was always: “That’s how they were.” 

But, recognizing that my colleagues had a point, I have been trying to instill more life into these flat characters. They’re more emotional now than when I first started writing them. It remains possible that some readers may still find them flat and, therefore, unappealing. 

I’m afraid at some point, I will still need to fall back on, “But that’s the way they were.” 

Maybe that’s what this new book is trying to say. People who seem unexpressive may still seethe with fears, anxieties, resentments, and unexpected wellsprings of joy—which they do not bother, or do not dare, to document with words.

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Silence runs in my family. It lies in deep pools with the bones of long-dead ancestors and creeps forward, generation by generation, infecting the living down to the present day. 

I don’t know much about this silence, why it prevails, why it persists. It just is. It always has been.

Dad in 1940.

Silence can be warm and beneficial. It can spare an active mind the incessant preoccupation with trivia, liberating it for works of consequence. It can foster equanimity, tranquillity, and peace.

But silence can also be malignant.

When my father grew very old, he became talkative. I learned that he had always, even from childhood, envied and resented his eldest brother. Not that he would have mentioned it to anyone—especially his eldest brother. 

Uncle Ed and Aunt Mary around 1940.

Uncle Ed became a senior airline pilot, highly respected, even on occasion heroic. He made good money and fathered three children, who had the advantage of growing up in a series of foreign locales. My father’s sour attitude toward him went back to the days of their youth, when, in his view, “Edward always got the best of things.” To hear Dad tell it, Ed dictated the family’s living place and claimed the town’s most genteel, well-heeled, and sought-after young lady for his bride.

I doubt Uncle Ed ever knew of Dad’s resentment. Of course, he might have discerned something off-kilter in their relationship, had he been a very sensitive person. But that kind of empathy does not run in our family.

Silence does.

Ah, well, what can I say? 

That’s how we are.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

The Harvest Keeper

A couple of weeks ago, at Madison’s annual Ukrainian Fest, I picked up a copy of The Harvest Keeper, autographed by the author, Tammy Borden.

What a great, fortuitous find! It’s a wonderful book.

Starvation in a Ukrainian village. Photo by Alexander Wienerberger. Public Domain.

Everybody today knows the misery being inflicted on Ukraine by our Russian dictator du jour, Vladimir Putin. Not everyone may be aware of the MILLIONS of deaths inflicted by the Soviet Communists under Joseph Stalin in the 1930s. It’s a tale of barbarous inhumanity and suffering, a lingering scar on the Ukrainian psyche.  

A “Red Train” of carts in 1932 takes grain confiscated from the first harvest of a Ukrainian village, depriving the local people of their usual source of food. Ukrainian state archives, photographer unknown. Public Domain.

Borden’s book, The Harvest Keeper, tells that story. Millions starved to death on account of Stalin’s social and agricultural policies—forced collectivization of agriculture and the seizure of crops from the peasants who raised them. The famine came to be called the Holodomor, a Ukrainian word that simply means “death by hunger” but carries a strong whiff of genocide. 

Starved peasants on a street in Kharkiv, 1933. Photo by Alexander Wienerberger. Public Domain.

Historians may argue about such questions, but Tammy Borden does something better: She shows us the results in the lives and deaths of the people who experienced it. The Harvest Keeper is a fictionalized yet accurate narrative of Borden’s grandmother, Amalia Tomtschik, and her farming family. 

A horse of the Ukraine in 1932-33. Photographer unknown. Public Domain.

This is the best kind of historical fiction, at once sweeping and intimate. It gives an up-close view of horrific events, with an eye to small details that were passed down in family stories. The travails of the fictional Amalia closely depict the life of the real Amalia. Her epic endurance and survival are guaranteed to give the reader an equal mix of anxiety and satisfaction, as well as righteous indignation toward the brutal Stalinist regime.

I highly recommend this book, both for historical content and literary power. Well done, Tammy Borden!

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

A Few Random Thoughts

CHICAGO NEWSPAPER COLUMNIST SIDNEY J. HARRIS, followed by millions in 200 papers during the 1960s and ’70s, would loose upon the public, from time to time, a column that was just a series of unconnected observations—not a whole, structured, 350-word essay, like his typical column. 

Harris had two standard slug lines for such divertissements: “Thoughts At Large” and “Things I Learned En Route to Looking Up Other things.” Both categories were usually interesting and worth a read. What I have for you today is more in the former vein than the latter.

Hence, forthwith, “A Few Random Thoughts”:

Photo by Steve A Johnson on Unsplash.

The thing is an oxymoron. Artifice is a result of intelligence, not a source of intelligence.

God alone has knowledge. People and animals have intelligence. Computers and other machines have routine operations. 

Humans, using intelligence, invented the routines used by the machines. Even if those programs can generate further programs with no further human input, the derivative programs and their output are still not intelligence. They are merely routines. 

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This is a good place to consider mortality. I tend to reject it, but that won’t avail in the end. 

I may just sit here dissolving and slowly melt into the landscape. But it’s not likely to happen that way. Something is apt to go wrong, and wdespite what doctors may do, and things will likely get worse. I hope it’s not too painful. 

Is this morbid? Where’s the line between morbidity and mortality? Actuaries can tell you, but I’m not sure I want to know.

One can’t help thinking about such things. It’s good the world offers other topics to the mind: Grandchildren. Writing projects. A lawn to mow. Good friends, good dogs, good liquor.

My wife grows old along with me, so it’s anybody’s guess who’ll go last. I hope, for my sake, that she survives me. I’m not sure I could live without her. You could file that under torrure. 

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What is the goal of theology? I mean the main goal, the top goal, the overriding goal, the only real goal, to which any other goals must be subordinate?

Is it to be a Christian?

Photo by Luca Nicoletti on Unsplash.

To have my sins forgiven?

To praise God?

To be saved?

To prepare for death?

To realize Heaven on Earth before I die?

To gain a full(er) understanding of the Bible?

All of these are plausible and perhaps worthy goals, but all of them strike me as resting on a partial or incomplete picture of this “God-Man Reality” in which we live.

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I think a more robust overall goal in my Christian walk is simply to acknowledge the sovereignty of God and my own status as a child of God. I think this is, at bottom, what the Book of Job is all about. It’s worth a read, even though it is long and bewildering.

I place great reliance on the immortality of the soul. I believe we are not bodies who have souls but, rather, souls who have bodies. The body is mortal; it dies and decays. The soul persists in God’s universe, and that soul is in God’s care. So the prospect of going to Heaven when I die is not terribly urgent in my mind, trusting as I do that I—my soul—will of course go where the all-sovereign, almighty God assigns it. And that will be right. I will, in a very real sense, go home.

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Photo by Colin Lloyd on Unsplash.

Everywhere, venom goes about as virtue, umbrage parades as honor, and grievance goes robed in the garb of righteousness. But when rage is our proudest possession, we are bankrupt.

Anger and strife are the path to doom; love is the way of life.

God is love, and love is hope. 

Love is the way out of our angst and despair.

God’s love is the great truth and the only hope. Those who embrace it live out their lives in joy and blessedness.

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To my anguished friends—

Photo by Alexander Krivitskiy on Unsplash.

Your shouting goes amiss. Please lower your voices.

We remain vastly skeptical of our impending doom.

Thank you for your input. Should new insights bloom, feel free to jot them on a postcard.

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Gentle Reader: The notions above were written down at various times and have been residing on my laptop computer until now. 

That does mean they are ephemeral. I thought them when I wrote them down, and I still think them now. They are part of my permanent mental landscape.

Keep them or let them go, as you see fit.

Next week, back to something important.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

Colleville by the Sea

DEAR READER: The following post originally ran in 2019. It remains valid. Somber, perhaps, but worth a read, for all that.

December 9, 1954—Edward turned right at Formigny, and the little German car divided the French fields en route to Omaha Beach. Millie, riding in back beside Mary, watched the hamlet of St. Laurent-sur-Mer slide by her window. No bigger than Knoxville, she thought. Not many people out. Probably taking their siesta.

Frankie’s headstone at Colleville, 2009.
Steven Sommers photo.

At the cemetery, all four got out of the car. The sun came out, but a stiff wind drove the cold into one’s bones. The caretaker, wearing a beret, led the way to Plot A, Row 14, Grave 32. Millie was glad Will had bought a new overcoat in Galesburg before they left. Thin and wiry as he was, the cold went right through him. Not like me, she thought.

There it was: 

FRANKLIN W. SOMMERS

2LT   559 BOMB SQ   387 BOMB GP (M)

ILLINOIS   SEPT 2 1943

Will polished his specs, stuffed the handkerchief back in a pocket. He stared at the cross.

That’s the look he gives to kids cutting across his vegetable patch, Millie thought. 

Edward frowned as if embarrassed how the Luftwaffe had treated his youngest brother. Mary stood by him, eyes closed, lips moving silently, hands clasped in front of her. 

Will stepped up, bent forward, ran the fingers of one hand over the letters cut into the cross. 

Frankie, second from left, and crew of Janet’s Dream, 1943.

“He was flying a Marauder, Pop,” said Edward, the pilot. “B-26.” 

Will straightened up, turned away. “Doesn’t matter much, now.”

Grandpa catches his hat. From film by Edward Sommers.

The wind was blowing from land to sea. You could see the English Channel from here. At least Frankie has a view, she thought. What a thing to think.

Will brushed his cheek with the edge of his hand as he walked away from the grave. “God-damned wind. Smarts the eyes.” 

The wind took his fedora, and he chased it across the memorial colonnade.

A fictionalized account of true events.

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After a War

CARE package, 1948. Deutsches Bundesarchiv (German Federal Archive). Licensed under  Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Germany.

Western Europe today is modern, progressive, and well-to-do—a success story. But in the 1950s, when my grandparents made their only visit there, the place was a wreck. In the first half of the twentieth century, it had been destroyed, partly rebuilt, then destroyed all over again. When peace came in 1945, standing Europe back on its feet was a monumental task. There was the Marshall Plan, but that was hardly enough. We were urged by radio announcements to support the Cooperative for American Remittances to Europe, which sent “CARE packages” to needy Europeans. When Grandpa and Grandma, Will and Millie Sommers, visited at the end of 1954, the contrast between American prosperity and European austerity remained sharp. 

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He was 70; she was 65. That equates to 80 and 75 in today’s world. Folks got older younger in those days. They were not wealthy but were thrifty. Still, they might not have made the trip had they not had a ready entrée to Europe. Their eldest son, Edward, was a pilot for Pan American World Airways. He and his family lived in Bad Homburg, an old mineral-springs resort town about ten miles northeast of Frankfurt.

Due to a flight delay in Boston, Grandma and Grandpa missed connections in London and had to stay overnight at the Richmond Hill Hotel. There, at 4:00 pm on November 10, according to Millie’s notes, they had “tea, milk, and hot water; sandwiches of fish and cheese—very good; bread, butter, and marmalade.” You may think of “English High Tea” as something a bit more elaborate, but remember: This was less than ten years after the most destructive war in history. As to the hotel—“Rooms cold,” she reports, “so to bed early.

Remains of Hitler’s bunker, after 1947 demolition. Deutsches Bundesarchiv (German Federal Archive). Licensed under  Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Germany.

They flew on to Frankfurt to stay with Ed and his family. In the following weeks, with Ed or his wife, Mary, at the wheel, they visited Freiburg; Alzenau and Michelbach in Bavaria, in quest of Sommers family records; and Berlin, including a brief trip into the Russian sector. While in Berlin they saw the bunker where Hitler spent his last days. “Mass of rubble – right in business section,” Grandma reports. 

At this point in her narration, she pauses to wax philosophical: “It has been said that after hearing of all the destruction, you may say, ‘There’s nothing left to see.’ But turning to what remains, there is more than any traveler is likely to take in during a lifetime.” Clearly, she was impressed by the sights of Europe.

There was one sight, however, that must have evoked strong emotions. (Understand, Dear Reader, in our family strong emotions are something to be avoided rather than sought or indulged.) On Monday, December 6, they left for France by auto with Ed and Mary. Grandma lists every city and town through which they drove. 

Spoils of War

They drove through places famously scarred by the First World War: the Meuse River and Argonne Forest, Château-Thierry on the Marne. At Verdun, they saw a monument to André Maginot, whose fortifications failed to prevent the Nazi conquest of France in 1940. At Châlons-sur-Marne, they stayed in the Hotel de la Haute-Mère-Dieu, built in 1700. They drove through the Belleau Woods battlefield.

They rushed through Paris and Versailles in less than 24 hours—a shame bordering on a crime. They continued across France to the Normandy American Cemetery at Colleville-sur-Mer, a newly-built resting place above the invasion beach. (This is the setting of the imagined vignette above. It’s a piece of fiction, but from my knowledge of the individuals involved, something very like it must have taken place.) 

Grandma and Grandpa at the grave, 1954.

While at the cemetery, they spoke with the its caretaker, whom Grandma describes as “very nice – American with French wife. 2 live there with 24 hr. supervision. He was in Normandy invasion. Cemetery on shore of channel where landing was made. This was after our boys were gone of course. [She’s referring to sons Stanley, lost over the Solomon Islands in 1942, and Frankie, lost over France in 1943.]

“Much wreckage still in Channel – which is covered during High Tide. Drove along water – Fort still partly standing there with German Gun still sticking out.” 

Later the same day they visited Dunquerque (which the British spell Dunkirk), site of a major battle early in World War II, a beach from which more than 330,000 men were spirited across the Channel in a huge boatlift. Grandma’s notes report: “Desolate country  . . . . Immense amount of damage. . . . Looked across at White Cliffs of Dover.”

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Grass

by Carl Sandburg

Pile the bodies high at Austerlitz and Waterloo. 

Shovel them under and let me work— 

                                          I am the grass; I cover all. 

And pile them high at Gettysburg 

And pile them high at Ypres and Verdun. 

Shovel them under and let me work. 

Two years, ten years, and passengers ask the conductor: 

                                          What place is this? 

                                          Where are we now? 

                                          I am the grass. 

                                          Let me work.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers, Your New Favorite Author 

Larry F. Sommers

How Memories Can Take You

I sit in the World’s Best Spot: the center of my backyard on the West Side of Madison.

My domain.

It’s a perfect August day in South Central Wisconsin—the sky clear, a few puffy clouds, no storm in view or portended. The air carries a sweetness from somewhere and a cool touch to banish undue heat or humidity.

Knox County Fair. Fair use.

My eyes are glazed over with ancient motions, amendments, and speeches from the chronicle of Congregational combat open for perusal in my lap for the sake of a churchy book I hope to write. I set the tome aside, glance at my empty wine glass. A small zephyr stirs my sleeve and brushes my cheek.

The cool, sweet eveningness of the air lofts me back to a wild ice-creamy night, a time almost before memory serves: The Knox County Fair, halfway between Knoxville and East Galesburg, Illinois. It must be 1949; if it were ’50 or ’51, the scene would be clearer, more complete.

Livestock. Public Domain.

I know we walked in golden sun from Grandma’s house in Knoxville, along the dusty road to the Fairgrounds, a bevy of aunts and I—Aunt Jo and Aunt Jean and Aunt Sue and Aunt Linda, and one open-eyed four-year-old boy, fog-bound in girls’ chatter yet off on a great adventure. 

Trotters and sulkies. Public Domain.

I don’t recall what happened after that: A snort of horses and cows, a sniff of slit-eyed pigs, a whiff of be-ribboned fruit pies held aloft by grinning old ladies, and the day slid into darkness.

I do remember standing in a night-struck field, between the flashing lights of the midway and the ramp where trotting horses made for the track, pulling sulkies with drivers in parti-colored silks. The grass under our feet was stiff hay-stubble, but what got my attention was the altogether novel taste of a wonderful ice cream they were giving forth in cones from a little booth. It was creamy like vanilla only with some other, exotic flavor I had not words to describe. 

Ice cream cone. Photo by Myko Makh on Unsplash. Cropped.

But my taste buds remembered it forty or fifty years later, when I finally manned up and brought myself to taste pistachio. That was it. Pistachio.

Who knew? 

Now, don’t get me wrong. I’ve come to like pistachio. But it never tastes quite the way it did in 1949 at the Fairgrounds.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

A Welcome Encomium

It was my first book, and I found out that publishers were looking for a book just like the one I was pitching to them. 

So I had to tear it all down and start again . . . and that’s when it really came to life. After more than a year of hammer-and-tongs revision—rebuilding from the ground up, actually—I got an offer and became a published author. 

I have not made enough money to retire and move to Beverly Hills . . . but I do sell a few copies of The Price of Passage. Mostly, I sell them face-to-face, to folks looking for a good read from an author they trust. Many of these sales are very gratifying, in terms of new friends made. 

Sometimes, I get feedback, and when I do, it really makes my day. Here’s a recent email from Lisa Tareski, used here with her express permission:

Dear Mr. Sommers,

I purchased your book on Saturday at the Book Fair in Middleton. I started reading that night and couldn’t put it down, it was so enjoyable. Reading about Anders and Maria made me think about my great great grandparents, who also emigrated from Norway around that time. I wondered and hoped they would have acted the same if they had experienced what Anders did.  

Your story pulled me in, and made me feel like I was there, seeing and feeling everything the characters saw and felt.  I have not read anything in so long that has made me care so much. 

I know your book is fiction, but I was still thrilled that Daniel literally and figuratively became a “Free Man.”

I think if my grandfather was still alive, he would have loved your book. I had initially bought it for my mom, but I’m going to order one for my aunt and another for my uncle. 

Thank you so much for writing such a beautiful story. You have both entertained and inspired me. 

Very truly yours,

Lisa Tareski 

Messages like that make an old author’s heart sing. They make me remember why I went to the trouble of completely remaking a book I thought I had already written. 

You might enjoy The Price of Passage, too. It’s about the yearning for freedom.

So I wrote this novel, in which a couple of Norwegian immigrants, Anders and Maria, strive to get free of the constraints of life in the Old World. And when they free themselves by coming to the New World, they encounter a man, Daniel, who needs to get out of the literal chains of slavery. They have to decide how much of their own new-found freedom they will hazard to help somebody else seeking freedom, too. 

Everybody in this story is going through a passage, from bondage to freedom, and they pay the price of passage in all kinds of ways. And that’s the story.

It’s available in paperback or hardcover, of course at Amazon, but you can also get it directly from the publisher, Three Towers Press.

And when you find yourself bowled over by the wonderfulness of the story, feel free to drop me a line. 

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer