I sit in the World’s Best Spot: the center of my backyard on the West Side of Madison.
My domain.
It’s a perfect August day in South Central Wisconsin—the sky clear, a few puffy clouds, no storm in view or portended. The air carries a sweetness from somewhere and a cool touch to banish undue heat or humidity.
Knox County Fair. Fair use.
My eyes are glazed over with ancient motions, amendments, and speeches from the chronicle of Congregational combat open for perusal in my lap for the sake of a churchy book I hope to write. I set the tome aside, glance at my empty wine glass. A small zephyr stirs my sleeve and brushes my cheek.
The cool, sweet eveningness of the air lofts me back to a wild ice-creamy night, a time almost before memory serves: The Knox County Fair, halfway between Knoxville and East Galesburg, Illinois. It must be 1949; if it were ’50 or ’51, the scene would be clearer, more complete.
Livestock. Public Domain.
I know we walked in golden sun from Grandma’s house in Knoxville, along the dusty road to the Fairgrounds, a bevy of aunts and I—Aunt Jo and Aunt Jean and Aunt Sue and Aunt Linda, and one open-eyed four-year-old boy, fog-bound in girls’ chatter yet off on a great adventure.
Trotters and sulkies. Public Domain.
I don’t recall what happened after that: A snort of horses and cows, a sniff of slit-eyed pigs, a whiff of be-ribboned fruit pies held aloft by grinning old ladies, and the day slid into darkness.
I do remember standing in a night-struck field, between the flashing lights of the midway and the ramp where trotting horses made for the track, pulling sulkies with drivers in parti-colored silks. The grass under our feet was stiff hay-stubble, but what got my attention was the altogether novel taste of a wonderful ice cream they were giving forth in cones from a little booth. It was creamy like vanilla only with some other, exotic flavor I had not words to describe.
The tagline of this blog is “seeking fresh meaning in our common past.” It’s my mission as a writer. I’m all about the past. Especially, I take an interest in how the past comes down to the present, and what that means to us.
Sometimes a mere object flushes a covey of memories like doves bursting from cover into sunlight. Who can say the meaning? One must be content to list the fowl of the past and let them perch where they will in the present.
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I rummaged through a box of old junk—some to scrap, some to keep. My 7-year-old grandson, Tristan, said, “Bapa, what’s this?”
It was a lighter—the self-capping Ronson type, not the Zippo type. A handsome thing in silver and white, it touted the Galesburg Register-Mail, “A Better Newspaper.” The gizmo enthralled Tristan, who had never seen one. He is mechanically inclined and immediately discovered that this thing flips its lid with a satisfying click every time you push its lever. There was no other effect—no spark or flame—because the lighter had lost both flint and fluid long ago. But the mere action itself: that, Tristan loved.
Circulation
I explained that it was used to light cigarettes back when everybody smoked. And that the reason we have this item is that my great-uncle, Harry Young, was circulation manager of the Galesburg Register-Mail in those days. Tristan’s eyes scrunched up the way they do when he’s working something out, so I told him what a circulation manager does; that many boys, not much older than Tristan, were hired to fling papers on porches all over Galesburg, Illinois, a city of 35,000; and that Uncle Harry made sure enough boys were hired and told them which houses were to receive the news.
There was more to it than that. Uncle Harry had overall responsibility for getting the paper out to all its customers. When a delivery was missed, the phone rang in Aunt Bertha and Uncle Harry’s house—in the middle of supper, for the Register-Mail was an afternoon rag. Uncle Harry usually had two or three spare copies on hand; so they would finish eating, get in the car, and drive the paper out to the stiffed subscriber. Then, if it was a nice summer evening, they might stop at Highlander’s for ice cream.
A Family Affair
In the late Forties, when I was a tot, my father attended Knox College on the GI Bill. Mom had a part-time job, but even so, we needed a bit more money. Uncle Harry hired Dad—that is, his niece Barb’s husband—to drive a Register-Mail route every afternoon to Bushnell, thirty miles south of Galesburg. All to make sure folks got their papers.
Aunt Jean worked as a secretary at the Register-Mail for a year or two after she graduated from Knoxville High School in 1952. I don’t know whether she worked in Circulation or elsewhere in the paper. In any case, being Harry Young’s niece was a good thing.
Aunt Bertha and Uncle Harry were family favorites. Down-to-earth, droll, with no children of their own, they doted on my mother and her six younger siblings. And, by extension, on me, my sister, and our cousins. They took us swimming at Lake Bracken. They had the whole family over for fish fries after they made a good catch.
Nothing lasts forever. Uncle Harry, a lifelong smoker, succumbed to emphysema. The loss devastated Aunt Bertha. She did not long survive him.
A Presence
Even after their passing, the Register-Mail went on. It remained a presence in our lives.
In the 1960s, I attended Knox College following my father’s footsteps. For spending money I worked the lunch rush in a hamburger joint, Charlie Nash’s “Big Guy” restaurant. One day, a lunch customer made a strange remark about President Kennedy; but I had hung up my apron, was on my way out the door, did not stop to inquire.
I walked a block out of my way to pass the Register-Mail on my way back to campus. The printing plant had a huge front window, so townspeople could see the paper printed. Pressmen would crayon headlines on a big sheet of newsprint and tape it up in the window, a preview of the day’s edition. If the news about Kennedy was important, I would see it in the pressroom window.
No sheet hung on the pressroom glass. The presses were still. No employees to be seen working inside.
“They killed him.”
I walked back to school puzzled. The silence was eerie. No cars moved, as far as I remember. Near Seymour Hall, the student union, I encountered one living soul—a history major I knew, Ray Gadke. Ray walked toward me, away from the union. “They killed him,” he said, tears in his eyes. He staggered on by.
We had only one television on campus. It was a floor-model Sylvania with a fine wood cabinet and commanded form one corner the Seymour Lounge, a large room with lots of sofas and chairs. Students, professors, administrators, staff members occupied all the furniture, leaned on walls or pillars, sat on the floor. It was a scene of flowing tears, faces frozen in shock.
The sound was cranked all the way up. Martin Agronsky of NBC-TV News announced that the president had died.
You know the rest, if you were alive then. If not, you have heard all about it all your life. No point rehashing it. It’s just that it comes up, inevitably, when a flock memories is flushed out by the mere mention of the Galesburg Register-Mail.
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Someday I’ll share all of these things with Tristan. He knows that Uncle Harry worked for the paper, managed the lads who delivered it across town; and that the lighter itself makes a delightful click. That’s enough for now.
But we’ll hang on to the lighter, for the time being.