Feeling Smirched

Last week someone called me a Nazi. 

Nazis. Public domain.

Really, he only called me a “Nazi sympathizer.” But at that level of calumny, how significant is the distinction? 

I am neither a Nazi nor a Nazi sympathizer, and I’m not sure the person who called me one could tell a real Nazi from a Cumberland Presbyterian.

Cumberland Presbyterians, photo by Delmont Wilson for the Chattanooga Times Free Press, 1964. Fair use.

After half a century in which I have purposely abjured political discourse, I found myself squarely in the path of a carelessly tossed mudball. It happened when I challenged a Facebook friend’s casual labeling of certain local officials, by name, as Nazis. They were Nazis, it seemed, because they performed their official duties in a way my Facebook friend did not like.

It’s easy enough to imagine that people who regularly talk politics in public may be Nazified, vilified, and mudslung as a matter of course. 

Perhaps they get used to all this besmirchery.

I, however, cannot.

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Karl Marx. Public domain. 

Vitriol was routine in our community around 1970. A mob of self-proclaimed Marxist-Leninist-Maoist revolutionaries dominated the UW-Madison campus. On any street corner, you could hear fellow students and not-so-students praising Marx’s theory on alienation of the workers or critiquing the more recent writings of Herbert Marcuse. 

They were intellectuals, you see. Nonetheless, they had stingers.

Clinging to ordinary, plain-vanilla political thoughts left over from the 1950s and early -60s, I was drummed out of revolutionary society. When I sought a clarification of intent in an impromptu soviet convened ostensibly to oppose a particular strategem of the Vietnam War, the organizers snickered at me and swiftly moved on to the next speaker. 

A small cell of leftist students whom I knew, busy plotting to unionize the employer who had created their part-time jobs, lowered their voices theatrically, loudly noting that “Spy Sommers” was in the room. As if I gave a damn how they amused themselves.

You may not know this, Dear Reader, but Your New Favorite Writer is one of Those Timid People. There are quite a few of us. When attacked, we choose flight, not fight. Over the years, I’ve added layers of bluff and bravado for self-protection, as many of us do, but deep inside the 79-year-old author dwells a shy little boy. 

That’s why I withdrew from politics. It frightened me. Besides the avoidance of bruising battles in boring polemical trenches where nothing I prized could be won . . . I have also kept from being wounded. 

“Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me,” Mom said. That sounds comforting, but it doesn’t happen to be true. Words hold power. Words can be wings, bearing you up to a soaring perspective. But words can be weapons. Words can hurt. 

For that reason, our parents and teachers, besides giving worthless advice about sticks and stones, also taught kindness and forbearance. Take care, they said, with other people’s feelings. We did not always heed this advice, but we did accept its relevance. I, and possibly you as well, Gentle Reader, grew up in a world where tact and gentleness had a place. 

But that world changed very swiftly about 1968.

I returned to college in 1969, after a few years in the uniform of the United States, to find the rules I knew had changed beyond recognition, or were simply dispensed with. 

It was now okay to flay your opponents with hateful and slanderous words. This was really nothing more than bullying and intimidation. But as with all topics in those days, it received an intellectual gloss. It was called “the politics of confrontation.” 

The politics of confrontation meant this: If someone disagrees with you, even by a trifle—in fact, especially if the disagreement is trivial—then go all scorched-earth on them. Never mind “Come, let us reason together.” Just flame them. 

If they stand in your way, use anything up to and including nitrate explosives.

I kid you not.

Sterling Hall Bombing plaque. Photo by JabberWok, licensed under CC BY-SA 3.0.

In 1970, after the Kent State massacre on May 4 and the Sterling Hall bombing on August 24, the prospect of bloodshed to overthrow the old order lost a bit of its allure. Our society slipped into a torpid malaise in which old leftists still rumbled and grumbled, but routine commerce and something resembling normality returned to American life.

Yet we never got truly “back to normal.” We never got over the habit of subsituting invective for political discourse. It remains with us to this day. That is one reason politics is so toxic.

This problem is widely acknowledged. Hardly a week goes by without someone’s launching a new, wearily-heralded effort to “restore civility” to our national conversation. 

Such attempts are bound to fail, because civility is not the issue. Civility, in the political context, was a permanent victim of 1968. 

The only thing that will save us now is human decency. 

The vacuity of these people’s social and intellectual lives gets filled with formless, reflexive anger, which spills over into vicious utterance. They can’t tell you why you are a Nazi. It’s enough to state that you are one. Or a racist, or whatever. Just offhand, by definition or decree.

It absolves them of any compunction, relieves them of any responsibility for the well-being of others. There is no need to treat anyone with what we used to call kindness or decency.

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Dear Reader, it is clear you are not one of those I am talking about.

Yet I hear a whisper from the back of the hall: “In the face of pure evil, niceties can become irrelevant.” 

The thing is, I don’t think we often come in contact with pure evil. 

I think, rather, we have grown willing to transgress all boundaries of decency in our outraged harassment of those we disagree with, whom we define as evil to salve our consciences. 

That’s what I’m torqued about: The abandonment of those curbs and boundaries—that kindness and forbearance—that once kept our politics in a manageable state. 

So sue me.

Oh, by the way, I re-checked my facts just five minutes before posting this and can definitely affirm: (1) I continue to think my ordinary, plain-vanilla political thoughts left over from the 1950s and early -60s—and (2) I’m still not a Nazi.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

Beating Hearts in Watertown

Literatus & Co., Main and Fourth, Watertown.

I stood by a small table on the way into Literatus & Co. bookstore in Watertown, Wisconsin, with small stacks of my historical novels: The Price of Passage and Izzy Strikes Gold! My agenda was buttonholing passers-by to introduce them to my books and myself. 

One young woman and her husband or boyfriend heard my spiel. “I’ve always thought I wanted to be a writer myself,” she said, “but I’ve never done it.” 

“Maybe you will,” I said.

She made a meek face. “May I ask . . . how old were you when these books were first published?”  

I scratched my head. The Price of Passage first came out in August 2022, Izzy Strikes Gold! only last July. “I must have been in my late seventies,” I said. “I’ll be eighty this June.”

“That’s so encouraging! I still have time!” She flung her arms around me and squeezed long and hard. Of course I squeezed back. Hot tears rolled down her cheeks—I knew they were there but could not see them, so fierce and arresting was her hug. Eventually, she let go. 

Not yet forty, she had come close to giving up on her dream of writing. 

“Of course you still have time,” I said. “Just write. Don’t look for fame and fortune, but write. You’ll make friends of other writers and maybe get together to read one another’s drafts and offer mutual critiques. You’ll find fellow writers are incredibly generous and supportive.” I said that last bit because I’ve found it to be true.

Someone else who is generous and supportive is independent bookstore owners, like Isabelle Eller and Wesley Crnkovich of Literatus & Co. (The always well-informed Wesley asserts there is an unseen vowel in his last name. Say “CHIRNkovich.”)

Isabelle, left, and Wesley, right, with Your New Favorite Writer in the middle.

It was no random chance that brought about the mutually helpful encounter between me and the young woman who wants to write. It was, rather, part of a careful design. 

I love bookstore proprietors like Isabelle and Wesley. They struggle, they care deeply about books and about people, they extend themselves to create islands of happiness and success. In today’s commercial milieu, that’s not always easy, but it’s done with aplomb.

Literatus & Co. stands in an old brick-faced corner at 401 East Main Street, smack in the center of Watertown. Like a lot of main streets in our part of the world, this one has seen more prosperous days. Literatus & Co., since its founding in 2019, has been “dedicated to keeping a thriving book culture alive in Watertown.” 

And, boy, are they succeeding. 

Wherever you may live, it’s worth the drive to spend a morning or afternoon at Literatus & Co. Let me tell you what you’ll find: 

The front window has a dazzling display of books. At present it’s mostly bright-colored picture books for children. Maybe they change that from time to time. 

Open the door, and you enter a long, narrow space, two old-fashioned stories high, lined with bookshelves. There are tables in the front end of the store where folks gather in ones, twos, threes, and sixes to meet, chat, and pass the time of day. An intense young man furrows his brows at a laptop computer; three mothers with shopping bags and coffee drinks exchange news while they watch their toddlers; a senior couple peruses books they have just bought or maybe are thinking about buying. 

All are enveloped in the comforting smell of book-paper, humanity, and hot food.

Upstairs or downstairs, take your pick. Space for browsing and socializing at Literatus & Co.

Overhead, a railed mezzanine stretches the length of the store, with upstairs tables for two dozen more loungers/loafers/chatters. On ground level, reaching rearward from mid-store, is the hub: A cash register, a case of goodies baked fresh by Isabelle, and a coffee bar cum short-order kitchen where you can get hot and cold beverages, soups, sandwiches, and hot panini made to order.

On any brisk Saturday when customers mill about, Wesley, Isabelle, and one or two part-time employees spend their time ringing up sales and preparing food and drink orders, with a special combination of relaxed chatter and easy attention to detail. The store owners are on a first-name basis with most customers. It’s the place you go for a fix of community spirit when you’re downtown on a Saturday morning. 

Browse through the bookshelves—take your time, Gentle Reader—and you’re bound to notice the collection is carefully curated. Books of a feather are shelved together, many turned face-outward so you don’t have to squint at narrow spines to divine what they are. The scope and variety of titles are stunning. 

But, as an author flogging his own wares here, I have noticed it’s not only the books that are well-curated. The customer base is just as well-cultivated. 

The owners and staff of Literatus & Co. know what they’re about. Their homepage says it: “A setting to gather, discuss, engage and learn—as real people. A place to form human connections and share stories. . . . Most of all—we commit to creating a place where minds are opened, and all ideas are welcome. In short: knowledge, curiosity, and civility.”

Isabelle’s baked goods.

This welcoming space does not just happen by itself. Wes and Isabelle pursue its elaboration with missionary zeal. If you’ve ever met real honest-to-goodness missionaries, you have noticed they don’t foam at the mouth with pet theories. They play the long game, work humbly and steadily to make their animating vision a new reality in people’s lives. 

In just six years, Wesley and Isabelle and their helpers have created a place in Watertown frequented by lots of people just looking for coffee or a sandwich or some human warmth, but also by lots of readers—discriminating readers—who come in looking for books, searching the shelves for new offerings, willing to chat and listen to an author who might have something to share. 

The booksellers at Literatus & Co. have made this new thing in their community. I am in their debt, and our whole wider Wisconsin literary community is as well. 

Make the trip. You’ll like what you find.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

When is a Bookstore Not a Bookstore?

Answer: When it’s Open House Imports, 308 East Main Street, Mount Horeb, Wisconsin.

Open House Imports, an elvishly decorated Queen Anne-style house on the right as you enter Mount Horeb from Madison, is really a gift shop devoted to all things Norwegian (or even Swedish or Danish). But it’s one of my favorite bookstores!

Here’s why: The owner, Janice Christiansen Sievers, embodies the Norsk concepts of velvaere (well-being) and koselig (coziness). It’s natural for Janice to help out a struggling author by buying and displaying his works, in case any of her customers are interested.

Your New Favorite Writer with Janice Sievers.
Fine examples of Norwegian rosemaling (flower painting).

How did Open House Imports get to be one of my favorite bookstores? Well, my first book, The Price of Passage, is about Norwegian immigrants navigating the social, political, and military challenges of the Civil War era. For years, my wife and I have shopped at Open House Imports, mostly during the Christmas season, when all its lovely wares seem especially relevant to our needs. So I knew that—right along with the rosemaling, Norwegian sweaters, and cooking utensils—the store has a robust display of Scandinavian-themed books.

Guess whose books you can buy there?

So I took the book out to show Janice. I told her the story of how The Price of Passage came to be, and what it means to me. I admit I choked up at one or two places, because the book’s themes are personal with me. I got a grand, koselig hug from Janice to help me through my spiel. She purchased several copies right on the spot, displayed the book in a prominent place, and even ordered more copies through my distributor.

Janice continues to promote my literary career. The last time I stopped in, I mentioned my second book, Izzy Strikes Gold!, a nostalgic trip back to 1957 from the viewpoint of a 12-year-old. Apologetically, I said, “Well, there’s not really a Scandinavian theme or connection in this one. ” Because her store is all Nordic, all the time, and Izzy is just an American kid with no particular national background. Didn’t matter. She wanted Izzy. So now he has a place on her shelves beside The Price of Passsage.

Scandinavian yummies.

Fair Reader: If you don’t yet have your copy of Izzy Strikes Gold! or The Price of Passage, Open House Imports is a great place to get it. While you’re there, you might also pick up one of many other books, fiction and nonfiction, with a Scandinavian flavor. Not to mention Scandinavian cookbooks—or receipe books, as Janice calls them. 

By the way, if you’re going to do any cooking out of those cookbooks, you might need utensils, or place settings—or ingredients! Don’t worry, Janice has you covered. Open House Imports has a full range of the things you need for breakfast, brunch, lunch, dinner, and snacks that will really ramp up your velvaere in a big way.

Norwegian sweaters.

Did I mention the Norwegian sweaters? And clogs. And tee-shirts. And all manner of essential housewares, from fine crystal to authentic wooden serving dishes decorated with sumptuous rosemaling. 

And cards, calendars, knicknacks, figurines of trolls and elves (nisser), postcards, maps, et plenty of cetera. Chances are you can find a great gift for almost anyone you are buying for.

I could go on and on, Gentle Reader, but remember: Best of all, it’s a great bookstore!

Even if you aren’t in need of anything mentioned above, drop in the next time you’re near 308 E. Main Street, Mount Horeb, and introduce yourself to Janice. Have a nice chat. You’ll be delighted. Tell her Larry sent you.

P.S.—But if you’re too far away, don’t worry. You can buy online at https://openhouseimports.com/shop/.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

Past, Present, Future

“Those who do not know the past are doomed to repeat it.” 

But rest assured, Dear Reader: It is no part of our purpose here to paralyze you with platitudes. 

Edward Gibbon. Public domain.

The fine example shown above has been attributed to Winston Churchill, George Santayana, Edward Gibbon, and Mickey Mouse. 

Just kidding. Nobody ever attributed it to Edward Gibbon. The best candidate is Santayana, a Spanish philosopher, who in 1905 wrote:

Robespierre, with head. Public domain.

. . . when experience is not retained, as among savages, infancy is perpetual. Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it.

Santayana could not have meant that literally—at least, not in detail. For example, there will never be another Robespierre. Yet over the years, any number of Robespierre avatars have goaded their nations downward, in circumstances reminiscent of the French Revolution. 

Maybe that’s what Mark Twain—or was it Theodore Reik?—meant when he said, “History doesn’t repeat itself, but it rhymes.” 

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Alexander Cutting the Gordian Knot, Study for a Fresco in the Castel Sant’Angelo, Rome. Perino Del Vaga (Italian, 1500-1547). Public domain.

Ah, Fair Reader, what Gordian knots of human concern attend the passage of Time!

Consider Time’s chapters: past, present, and future. 

One night long ago, Your New Favorite Writer happened on a passage in Huai-nan Tzu, a Taoist text, that made him think of a rug being unrolled. The part already unrolled, lying flat and thus fit for examination, is the past; the part still wound in a tight coil, impenetrable, is the future. Exactly which part is the present I cannot say.

Caveat: If you search through Huai-nan Tzu for this rolled-rug metaphor, you won’t find it. It’s only an image in one reader’s mind, which was triggered by some obscure Chinese phrase describing the way events flow through their course.

I was about thirty years old at the time, and impressionable. Since then, I’ve seen the past as actualized, whereas all the contents of the future are merely potential. The past is real, whereas the future is theoretical. 

Gracious Reader, if you grew up in the same Modern Western Civilization where I did, you may envision past, present, and future as a giant map over which we are creeping, making our way toward what is already there but we haven’t encountered it yet. This is the basis of all time travel stories: There is a future somewhere that already exists, a place you might get to through a newly-developed mechanism or a wrinkle in the fabric of the Time-Space Continuum. 

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Well, it turns out that Huai-nan Tzu didn’t know the half of it. The latest version of physics calls into question whether Time itself is real. Isn’t it, rather, just something that happens as a result of unprecedented events, like the Big Bang? No Time, no Space—but everything explodes, and by some interaction of matter, gravity, and the Quantum Field—Time and Space are bent into being. And they’ve been hurtling outward ever since. 

Milky Way and night sky. National Park Service image by Jacob W. Frank. Public domain.

One might imagine the starry cosmos to be a visible record of the past, constantly receding into an inconceivable void where the future might be said to reside—if, for example, the future had to list its place of residence on a form to get its Real ID-compliant driver’s license.

Your New Favorite Writer is hardly one of those who believe a thing is true because somebody called a scientist said it. But Time fabricated by the unfolding of real events has a certain attractiveness to it. 

In that kind of Time, the past is not just a dusty page upon which a moving finger has writ. Rather, the past is woven through everything I or my ancestors, human and otherwise, have ever done or experienced.

I can’t know what will happen next year, or tomorrow, or five minutes from now. But I am free to search out and ponder all the curlicues and lateral arabesques of any and all events that have happened. 

Maybe that’s why I write historical fiction. I don’t know what my ancestors, or other people’s ancestors, went through that caused mid-19th-century America to fight with itself, and conquer itself, over the question of slavery. But I had a kind of notion, based on a real acquaintance with historical facts, and I wrote that notion in an imaginary way until it became The Price of Passage, a novel about Norwegian immigrant farmers and fugitive African American slaves. It’s not factual, but it’s plausible. The tiny details are factual, the great movements are made up. In a strange way, time has been re-bent to serve my narrative purpose. Try it, you might like it.

Likewise, I took things that I really, personally knew, from my very own childhood experiences, and invented a story called Izzy Strikes Gold! It’s about a 12-year-old boy struggling to find his way through the problematic year 1957. All the details are real, but the lives of the characters do not exactly match the actual lives of anyone I ever knew. 

But that’s okay. God has made billions of people, each with an individual story. If I add a few more to the pot, I don’t suppose it will hurt anything. There will just be a few more stories. Time and space will have been bent to new and interesting purposes in the realm of the imagination. 

Rod Serling would approve.

Right now I’m working on a World War II novel, in which two brothers from a small Midwestern town wind up in the Southwest Pacific, the continent of Africa, and other places to fight the Axis Powers and their own demons, which arise from their troubled relationship. You won’t want to miss it, but it’s only halfway done, so you won’t be able to read it for a while. In the meantime, Dear Reader, knock yourself out on the Price of Passage and Izzy Strikes Gold!

Until next time,

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

An Early Spring

Fooboo

The temperature hit fifty again today, and the sun shone. The ground is pretty firm now. When Fooboo walked me around the block this afternoon, I spotted only one small patch of ice remaining in a shady spot on a neighbor’s lawn. 

Fooboo is a yanker. I survive these walks, Dear Reader—which are like non-mechanized tractor pulls—though a combination of dexterity, guile, and inborn inertia.

Here in Madison, snow can fall in mid-May. 

But it sure seems spring is here for real, easily a month ahead of time. 

Birch logs

I’ve been sawing up some birch logs a neighbor gave me. But also, I’ve been sitting in my zero-g chair out in the yard, reading a book. Everything’s dolce, I’ve got a whole lot of niente, and it only goes so far.

With a hey and a ho and a hey nonny-no, I’ve been sprung. 

Seek nothing ponderous, Gentle Reader. Hold me to no word-count. Let me be, I prithee.

Enjoy yourself. See you next week.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

Another Precinct Heard From

My boatman painting.

As regular readers of this blog know, I reminisced, in a May 2019 post, about my acquisition of a lovely Chinese waterscape, in oil, by a Taipei artist called Peco Yeh, in 1968. And I showed a photo of the painting, which graces a wall in my house to this day, almost fifty-seven years later.

Then in July 2023, I heard from a woman named Earline Dirks, who had a Peco Yeh painting that she had acquired at Goodwill. The subject matter and style were much different from my painting of a boatman on the Tamsui, and different from other paintings by Peco that I saw in his studio shop on Jungshan North Road in Taipei near sixty years ago. Yet it clearly was an original by him, as attested by his distinctive signature. 

I posted a piece showing Earline’s painting, and mine, and speculating on this change of style. Since then I have received communications and photos from four other owners of Peco Yeh paintings— Joshua Lowe, Jane Upchurch, Michael Tomczyk, and Antonia Lonquist. All these proud owners generously agreed to let me share their paintings with you, as I have done in the posts hyperlinked immediately above.

Now, from Gloucester, Massachusetts, comes Matt O’Connell, with the canvas below. 

I don’t know much about art, but to my eye this is a fairly spectacular example of Peco’s work. Unlike my canvas, and most of the others I have seen, this one is brilliantly polychromatic. A bright red ball of sun, sinking with surrealistic draftsmanship into a fiery sea, illuminates a few dark boats in the left foreground and a silhouetted fisherman tending one of them. The paint in most of the scene is applied in a blocky, chunky style, maybe with a palette knife. The fisherman and boats, on the other hand, are rendered rather minutely. The whole effect is dramatic. 

Forgive the funny look of the frame. The photo was a little off-center and I cropped it to show as little of the frame as possible without cutting out part of the canvas. 

Thanks, Matt, for sharing this. It gives us another window into the work of this enigmatic Chinese artist. 

Dear Reader, I don’t know whether or not Peco was a great artist, but the more of his images I see, the more I realize he was an interesting artist. This blog you are reading, with this post and the others I have linked above, may be the world’s largest collection of extant Peco Yeh paintings. And of all the owners of these canvases, I believe I am the only one who actually met and conversed with the artist in those long-ago days in the 1960s version of Taiwan. 

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

Of Death, Life, and Activities Viewed from a mature perspective

Bronze bust of John Donne, photographed by Matthew Black. Licensed under CC-BY-SA-2.0

No man is an iland, intire of it selfe; every man is a peece of the Continent, a part of the maine; if a clod bee washed away by the Sea, Europe is the lesse, as well as if a Promontorie were . . . .

John Donne, Devotions Upon Emergent Occasions, Meditation 17

When you reach a certain age, you notice how many friends you have lost. 

“Any man’s death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankind.”

When someone I know dies, I take it personally. There goes a friend. 

It could have been me.

A few weeks ago, Linda Grover Stehura died. Next Saturday I will attend her memorial service. Linda was a cherished friend of long standing. She was kind and intelligent, with a gentle humor.

Linda and friend

Her obituary says: “In June 1967, she graduated cum laude as a member of the Phi Beta Kappa Society from Knox College in Galesburg, IL, where she majored in English Education. Linda continued her education at UW-Madison earning her Master’s degree in English in 1970. While in Madison, she met her husband, Thomas J. Stehura, and they married in 1971.” (My italics.) 

Joelle and I introduced Linda to Tom. Their wedding was held on our lawn, under a huge willow’s canopy, when we lived on Major Avenue on the East Side. We were friends ever since. Linda succumbed swiftly to pancreatic cancer at the tender age of 79.

Charles

Just days ago, AyukEnow Beatrice Diffang announced “the passing into glory of Rev. Charles Sagay, founder and president of Mission of Hope and Mission School of Hope, on January 21st, 2025.” Charles was a big man—quiet, warm, friendly. He, through the institution he founded in a poor corner of Cameroun, schooled hundreds of tribal children who would otherwise have had no education. More than that, he actually brought them into official existence by trooping them to the county seat to get birth certificates, so their government could no longer ignore their existence. 

Charles made many trips to the United States—to raise funds for his important mission, yes, but more than that: to be in fellowship with others who shared his hope for the future of the human race. One time he stayed at our house and got the deluxe tour of Madison, Wisconsin. His humility and grace were lessons for us all. The human race can hardly bear to lose such people.

Krafty

My friend and fellow writer John Kraft passed into eternity a few years back—I don’t recall exactly when. I do know we were in a hotel somewhere on one of our travels, possibly in Ketchikan, when his wife, Dawn Curlee Carlson, announced his death via Facebook. It had been sudden, unexpected. He simply died. 

Dawn, and the rest of us, lost a glowing light that day. Self-effacing, John was—except that nobody so blessed with sharp wit and a sardonic take on everyday things could ever fade into the shadows. It was a privilege to know him. Yet another good friend gone too soon.

Tim

Almost eight years ago, Tim Donovan died from a wholly unexpected cerebrovascular event. Tim was a newscaster, television personality, military officer, and public affairs professional. An intelligent, challenging, and complex personality. 

I worked under his sometimes exasperating direction in the Wisconsin Department of Military Affairs. It took some years to get know Tim, but by the time of his death, he was a friend. He and I had been through a lot together. Tim was only 65.

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Perhaps you will think me cold, Dear Reader, but when I think of Linda or Charles or John or Tim—or many other friends, relatives, and acquaintances lost over the past years—when I think of their swift passing, I am driven back upon the rock of survival. My survival.

They are dead; I am not. Through no special merit, I have endured this long on the face of the earth and still hope to last a while longer. 

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When one has been retired for some time, the question of relevance rears its unlovely head. 

“Isn’t it true, Mister Wise Guy”—I hear some Celestial Prosecutor say—“isn’t it true that you have spent the past fifteen years living on accumulated wealth . . . unemployed . . . at leisure . . . doing whatever you please, which in your case amounts to writing down the meandering contents of your head and publishing them wherever and whenever you can, broadcasting them to all and sundry, whether anyone is interested or not? 

“Is that not so, Mister Wise Guy? 

“Can you mention any recent year in which you have made a tangible contribution to the good of humanity?” 

You have caught me, Your Honor, just as I am, without one plea. 

But here is what is left out of that telling indictment:

The trivial routines of each day—I scale them like a desperate mountaineer.

When I ponder the value of any one of the pursuits in which I spend my being, the only thing that comes to mind is: Well . . . it’s better than being dead.

When I rise in the dark of a November morning, after the dog jumps off my bed, when I have found and sorted the tangled sheets, plumped the pillows, and smoothed the covers still soaked in smells of sleep—what can I say about all this bed-making? 

It is an activity preferable to being dead.

When I pull my twin-bladed razor through the slop of lather, careful to shave close but not too close, swabbing off the lingering soap-trails with a hot rag, towelling my new-shorn face, and slapping on the sting of aftershave—what can it be but another activity which, whatever else you may say of it, is preferable to being dead?

Of course that’s true. 

We know now—thanks to post-Modern physics—that time itself has no existence apart from matter/energy. We only pass through time by living it—by doing things. If we did not do things—if we did not have extension and heat and motion—time would be quite beside the point.

As a Christian, I know that my Redeemer lives. And I trust I shall meet my Redeemer in some unimaginable plane of being, in form I know not what, in circumstance I know not how.

That phrase, incidentally, was not first murmured by a Christian. The locus classicus of “I know my Redeemer lives” is the Book of Job, which we may regard as a work of rhetorical fiction penned centuries before the coming of Jesus and preserved in the Jewish Scriptures. In the book’s 19th chapter, verses 25 through 27, Job—an upright man bewilderingly visited by a series of harrowing misfortunes—replies to a scolding by his friend Bildad the Shuhite, saying, in part,

“But as for me, I know that my Redeemer lives,
    and he will stand upon the earth at last.
And after my body has decayed,
    yet in my body I will see God! 
I will see him for myself.
    Yes, I will see him with my own eyes.
    I am overwhelmed at the thought!” New Living Translation

Gentle Reader, I don’t know how to plumb the wisdom of Job. You may say rightly that I have really no excuse for even thinking about such matters, let alone sharing my thoughts with the world.

And yet . . . and yet, it is better than being dead. It is something I can do that Linda and Charles and John and Tim no longer can. So I will do it for them.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

The Year of Being a Panelist

And just like that, Dear Reader, here we are in 2025!

Valerie

My friend Valerie Biel has just spent 2024 focusing her efforts as a writer and marketing guru on one word: MOXIE. She verbed a quirky noun and, by her own admission, “moxied the heck out of 2024.” And it seems to have worked out well for her.

This year her byword will be TANGIBLE. We’ll have to check back in January 2026 to see whether this new focus yielded any results that were real . . . concrete . . . touchable.

PANEL.

This word has a good start, for already, 2025 has given me two and one half paneling opportunities.

Merriam-Webster tells us that “panel” comes from Middle English panel, panele, pannel, meaning a piece of cloth. From an expanse of fabric it has come to mean a similar expanse of wood or other rigid material, as used in constructing houses, cars, etc. And since “a piece of cloth” may be a piece of parchment, used as writing paper, on which lists can be made, we get the idea of a jury panel—a list of jurors. And thus, by extension, almost any group of people gathered to inquire, consider, or discuss topics. 

It is in this latter sense that I have recently been, and hope further to be, impaneled. 

Panels were a standard feature of radio game shows, and then television game shows like What’s My Line? and I’ve Got a Secret, in the days of my misspent youth. 

The original panel of What’s My Line? in 1952. Public Domain.

Little did I dream that panels would become an important part of literary gatherings, book festivals, and publishing industry conferences. Who would have thought that Your New Favorite Writer—in the increasingly late part of middle age—would ever become that prized and valued thing: 

A PANELIST.

(We used to have a saying for this kind of surprise: “Six months ago I couldn’t even spell ‘panelist.’ Now I are one!”)

Yes, it’s true. At six pm Central Standard Time on January 14—just eleven hours after this item is posted online—I will panelize by the medium of Zoom on “The Art of Marketing Your Book.” 

As if I had a clue.

Dear Reader, I know a lot less about this topic now than I did four-and-a-half years ago, when I posted “Six Simple Steps to Literary Lionhood.” 

Why not click in on tonight’s Zoom panel so that you can achieve a like state of bewilderment? By the way, there will be four other panelists. Some of them may be able to tell you how to market your book. It’s worth a shot, right?

But my whole point is, I’ve been a Literary Lion for nine years now, and this is the first time someone has asked me to be on a panel. My ignorance must have reached the take-off point. 

Likewise, I’ll be an author-panelist at the Faith Forward Writers Retreat April 24-26 at Sparrows Nest at the Abbey, Sparta, Wisconsin. That one’s an in-person event. I don’t have a lot of info yet, but when I do, I’ll pass it along. For sure you’ll want to be there.

Wow, that’s two panels booked, and it’s still the first half of January. My paneling career is on the upsurge.

Yes, I know I said two and a half panels. That’s because the third one is not in the bag yet. Thus far, it’s merely proposed. But if that panel is accepted and booked—I’m on it. Don’t worry, I’ll let you know if it happens.

What’s the point of all these panels? 

Well, they’re meant to give aspiring writers some grounds for reflection, perhaps even hope, about the writing life, chances of publication, and possible ways to sell books. It’s that simple.

For Your New Favorite Writer personally, it’s a path to wider recognition—which, in turn, leads to a more satisfying journey, more opportunities for publication, and greater book sales. 

Ah, so.

At least that is the theory. 

So my leading theory at the moment is: BE A PANELIST.

It takes a lot of MOXIE. I’m waiting with bated breath to see if it yields anything TANGIBLE.

Don’t hold your breath. I’ll let you know.

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

What’s This All About, Anyway?

Dear Reader, 

It always seems perfectly clear to me what we’re doing here. But it may have been a while since I spelled it out in plain English, so I can’t blame you if you’re confused. 

My friend Dan Blank advises writers to make sure we have our Key Messages honed. I think he means there ought to be some central tendency to what we write—that with which we ultimately are most concerned. 

You may have noticed that this blog is titled “Reflections.” By this I mean these essays are not mere recitations of fact. Whatever the content may be, I have thought about it, at least a little bit, and now present to you my particular perspective on it. So these are truly reflections of my thought processes.

You may have noticed this blog is subtitled “Seeking fresh meanings from our common past.” By that I mean to suggest that I want to find out what we can learn from our history that may give us fresh outlooks in our present lives. 

Everything grows out of something, Dear Reader. Nothing comes from nothing. To know where we have been, I submit, is to know our culture; and to know our culture is to know something big about ourselves.

When I first set up this website, almost six years ago, I tried to summarize these Key Messages, and the mission—if you will—of this blog by setting up a separate page titled “History—Who Cares?”

Recently I revised that little self-revelatory essay, deleted the special page it was on, and transferred it to the tab marked “Author,” which you can find at the head of this page. You could click on over there to read it, but just for this week I will save you the trouble and post the same essay below: 

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I care, that’s who. 

My name is Larry F. Sommers. 

The Sanburn cabin.

My people are from Knoxville, a small town in Illinois. Two of my uncles died flying bombers to defeat the Axis Powers in the 1940s.

When my Grandma’s house was torn down in 1963, workers found under the siding boards a square-hewn timber cabin built by storekeeper John G. Sanburn in 1832. This cabin was restored to its frontier appearance and can be seen today on the Public Square in Knoxville.

The Streator Public Library

I lived in Streator, Illinois, birthplace of astronomer Clyde Tombaugh, who discovered the planet Pluto . . . and of author Clarence Mulford, who created the cowboy character Hopalong Cassidy. As a boy I haunted the Streator Public Library—a lovely classical building donated by Andrew Carnegie—where I read science fiction by Lester Del Rey, Robert Heinlein, Isaac Asimov, and Arthur C. Clarke. 

I was twelve in 1957 when Sputnik, the first man-made satellite, was launched. I mourned because the Russians had done what Americans were supposed to do.

Hamilton

I attended high school in Kenosha, Wisconsin. Our history teacher, Leo Gebhardt, was on a first-name basis with the Founding Fathers: “. . . and just then,” he would say, “when our new country needed its credit stabilized, who should come along? Your friend and mine . . .  Alexander Hamilton.”

I lived through the Cuban Missile Crisis, the assassination of President Kennedy, and the Vietnam War. I have seen how such events can live on as skywritten myths, having a shaky attachment to facts.

In middle age, I became a Christian, coming into line with a 2,000-year tradition of saints, sinners, scholars, artists, musicians, and freedom fighters.

Our lives—ALL our lives—are part of history, and history is a part of our lives. That’s why I write.

T.S. Eliot wrote:

We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.

I want to go where we’ve been before, yet see it with fresh eyes. Why not come along?

Blessings,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer

Love Came Down

Why do we love it so? Revere it, even?

Ebenezer Scrooge in mortal apprehension, portrayed by George C. Scott. Fair use.

Why do we tingle when sleigh bells jingle? Why do we light up with joy when we see a tree lit up with colored bulbs? Why do we smile when Santa says, “Rudolph with your nose so bright, won’t you guide my sleigh tonight?”

Why do we cringe when old Scrooge says “Bah! Humbug!”, and why do our eyes water when a new Scrooge brings a turkey to the Cratchitts? 

Natalie Wood pulls Edmund Gwynn’s beard. Fair use.

What makes us tune in yet again to see Kris Kringle put on a Santa suit and treat Macy’s shoppers like real people?

Why do we hold our breath when Judy Garland sings to her kid sister, Margaret O’Brien, hoping against hope that her little Christmas will be merry after all?

What is it in us that appreciates apprentice angel Clarence’s appreciation of George Bailey’s character, even when George himself can’t see it? 

Clarence and George. Public Domain.

Why do writers of books, movies, and songs always come back to Christmas? The Old Reliable. The fountain of innumerable waterworks. 

Is Christmas, then, the last refuge of a scoundrel? Is it just a humbug—or is there some redeeming merit in it, after all? 

Yes, Virginia

I think we love Christmas because we were made for a better life—a life we have lost sight of—and Christmas helps us see it again.

Adoration of the Shepherds. Dutch, Mathias Stomer, ca. 1650. Public Domain.

Christmas is when we commemorate God’s act of bringing love to the world, fixing up the broken toys we have made of our lives so they can work the way they were meant to. 

This was such a big thought in the days of the Roman Empire that it took over a whole continent, resonating through two thousand years, echoing still today in our music, our drama, our popular entertainments—and in our humbler gatherings around the family fireside.

So by all means let’s enjoy our Tom-and-Jerrys, roast our chestnuts on an open fire, and shake our collective fingers at the Grinch. 

But let’s never forget that a better life can be ours the other 364 days as well. That however gloomy things may seem at the moment, however much Despair may seem to reign over our affairs, there is a Greater Power at work behind the scenes. 

It’s a Wonderful Life. Public Domain.

Call it what you will. I call it God. I call it Love. And I trust it will prevail. 

There really are miracles, even on 34th Street. Someday soon we all will be together. It really is a wonderful life. 

Ponder these things today, tomorrow, and always.

And: God bless us, every one.

Merry Christmas,

Larry F. Sommers

Your New Favorite Writer